THERE'S NO USE LIVING! I'M NOT THE GIRL, YOU EXCEPTED TO KNOW
Life is funny,baby,and that's no joke-
8:01 AM
Sunday, May 14, 2006
arrr.. my life is so screw... motherfucker can you just fuck off my life! i hate this silent life, why cant i just party all this away??? i wish i can start a new life again. nothing is perfect i know it BUt why must it go to the extent that i cant take it no more...... everything i do is always wrong.. you never ever appreciate the things i do for you...what do you want from me?! i have enough of it....................................
There are bits of me I keeep hidden, Deptus of my soul I don't normally Bare -secrets from the heart-
Life is funny,baby,and that's no joke-
6:48 AM
Thursday, May 11, 2006
YAY.. exams are finally over!
why must you always let me be the third party. Its just so wierd being there when both of you are ____. ok never mind.. i just kept silent to that and it reall suck. while i really dont know what you want... always the days we are hanging out and asking him out soon. and of cos the next thing is, i become the third party, being the extra one... its really **** okay i dont want to swear anymore... not that you wont know the feeling of mine but you just ignore it as you are with him, thats all you want what to be with him all the while/ then you should know you should call me along. so as i will be there when you two are dating. its really wierd' and what are you up to by doing that... think before you decide on a outing next time please...
cant wait for the trip to japan (: but i will be missing lots of event... nevermind at least i still got the whole june holiday to party! Yeah.
i dont feel like blogging anymore... the problem is still bothering me.. bye bye
Life is funny,baby,and that's no joke-
8:43 PM
Thursday, April 20, 2006
What's hapening??? why must i always think of ---- tsk tsk everything is about school now. it suck well it's just the exam period.HATE IT!
studying, kind of glad i manage to finish my notes arr at last.. fisrt paper is next week! i'm nont prepare. dont freak out francesca on that day!
cant believe all my books are on my table now..i'm becoming such a nerd. 11may and it's all over. cant wait (:
I will be coming back for more. ONE DAY.. love the book PoP Princess by Rachel conn (lc book thanks for lending it) -smiles*
Dreaming in the moonlight... starring at the night sky. If you think. think that the party is over, look over your shoulder. i will be coming back for more. Dancing till the dawn.
My dreams coming true??? seeing it actually do one day...everything will be fulfil? I can still recall them in the summer. all last summer...
crying everything isn't cool. Never want it to happen but i just have to. Leaving the day, worries far away, i just hope.. Dreamss... I can still recall every morning I can still see them All in my memories...
Baby its all about you. like i always do. i was sick and tired of everything smiling and having fun kill it all!
with all the friends, how can one be so alone?? isnt true? nothing can be perfect. we can never ask for more.
one of us is quiet one of us is lying starring at the ceiling...
one of us is alone one of us is sorrowing sorry for the selfishness and jealousness in me.
But i will still be there to lent a shoulder to cry on. never keep those problems, it will just hurt ever more.
KISS GoodBYE. Here We Go Again - to get it all My journey dont end here.....
Life is funny,baby,and that's no joke-
11:03 PM
Friday, April 14, 2006
Lalalaala!
i'm back from the wierdest outing ever!
what happened? okay left for PS as going to meet sherman, his cousins and friends. for a celebratation to his rugby campionship... the worst thing was i waiting freaking an hour plus for them.. bored to death!. at last they reach but i of his friend was not here and other was playing arcade- sign we went to check out what to watch.. but all the 2plus timing was almost sold out and the next timing was 4plus... BUT i cant go for the next timing as got to go and pray for my grandparent. so ended up going home... sign.. i went out to wait for an hour plus and have to go home in the end...ahaha..
okay... going to pray now!.. maybe blogging again later in the night.... hah..manage to study a little of maths too (:
CIAO!
I MISS YOU GRANDMA... LOVE YOU!
Life is funny,baby,and that's no joke-
4:25 AM
hah.. have not been blogging for 54733368413165 days.... haiz due to the amount of school there is, deadlines is the worst things... sign and my first paper is next next week!!! cant keep my eyes open these few days. *cant actually i sleep for only 4hrs for the past few days* just to finish up my studying...
was proud of myself today.. manage to stay awake for most of the lessons hahaah. PE was fun..and at last i could understand what's the trainee teacher was actually teaching for maths... the rest of the day was okay..
till when i have to edit the IPW project. worked on it till 7plus, damm tired. but manage to finish the whole video, YEAH at last its done (:
the train was so packed. well its the peak hour, cant do anything.
reached home. bath and back to study. my life is getting so boring, due to school.. sign, cant wait when exam are over!!!
yeah i got into the art exchange programme to japan.. hah going japan!! so excited, Gee cant wait >.<
going out tomorrow to chill from my studies. got to have a day off from school work! hope it will goes well tomorrow...
back to my books... ciao!
*I Promised Myself, no body is against you. nobody gets too much heaven no more. keep wondering why *
Life is funny,baby,and that's no joke-
12:24 AM
Sunday, April 09, 2006
stay at home today..i'm a good girl after all! ahaha
woken up by mummy and daddy! they were like "wake up! wake up! got bowling or taeknowdo today?!" god damm cant i sleep through the morning of a saturday! so laze around on bad before getting up.. went to wash up and all. den realise there's hi-5 on sat..ahaha after went to help mummy cook.. ate breakfast. soon felt really tired. wanted to rest for awhile but ended sleeping. * dream about lc calling me asking me to go over to her place as she's in need of something, but something happen on my way to her house that i can't make it to her. which turn out she died in the end* gosh remind me there's something about the ghost show i watched last night* so creepy!..
laze around again before getting up at 12noon. felt wide awake. so clean the house, sweep the floor, etc sweat like hell!. wash my shoes, heels, etc too (: at last everything is done! and off to my refreshing bath.
off to the using of the computer.. watch initial D too.. watched to study after that but my bro using the computer.. so ya read my storybook after he finish *just cant study when there's people around* at last i can study..finish my homeworks and did notes for biology till 10.30pm. went to watch " whether it's safe to study aboard" on CNA.. gosh it's no.. there's murdering and stuff.. " i didn't send her to be kill, i didn't her to be afraid but i send her to college" what one of the mother said when her daughter was kill... so think twice before going aboard to study..
back to studying again.. did maths. going to contiune the rest of my work tmr.. ain't feel like going for hapkido tmr but i'm dont have a choice so ya....):
*Thinking of you... I Believe by Honey.. love that song..it's so nice. always believe in yourself and you will go far.. YEAH ((:
Life is funny,baby,and that's no joke-
12:12 AM
LADAYE
Fran.
14.
CHIJ TP.
->oneseven'04
->twoseven'05
->threefive'06
bowling.
Chocolate
Loving my life
